Check This

I see you over there
checking me out
Your fine, sophisticated
and what I've been talking about
You like me
I like you
Now what we gonna do
I'm feeling you
Your feeling me
So what we gonna do

Check it
I don't have time for games
Or wasting my time on playas
I'm a real chick
And what I have to offer
is made only for lovers

So let me know what you want
and I'll tell you what I need
Then we can get up and talk
And figure out where this leads

We been watching each other for a while
But we can't seem to get it together
But I'm tired of all this silence
Because I'm looking for my forever

So what you trying to do
Don't talk about it, be a about it
I know what I'm tryin to do
I'm trying to be about you

Court me
Romance me
Show me what I'll get in you
I'll spoil you
Seduce you
and show you my heart too

I'm tired of this back and forth
I know you are too
I'm worth it
Your worth it
So its up to me and you

I'm waiting for my King
Because I know that I'm a Queen
So bring yourself to me
So we can fulfill our destiny

Passion to Me

I want to feel the passion of love again
The way it feels to desire someone and only them
A feeling of immense pleasure whenever their around
I want to feel the way a woman should when her baby enters the room
Making me forget everyone around me
I want to feel the moment when my heart skips a beat and I become breathless when you look at me
I want to feel the gentleness of your hand caressing my face
The sweet taste of your lips meeting mine
I want to feel the chills down my spine as you place your hand at the small of my back
I want to feel the passion of knowing you are waiting for me as I step off the plane
I want to feel that nervousness in my belly when I know you have to leave
I want to feel those silly butterflies that flutter around when I see your face pop up on my phone
I want to blush everytime you say my name
I want to feel the passion I felt the first moment I saw you
and I want to feel that sickening feeling I get when I know our visit is coming to an end
I want to feel all the wonderful emotions that come with being in love with someone who genuinely loves me back.
I want to feel more than I've ever felt before
I want to feel the anticipation of knowing we have a future together
I want to feel the confidence of knowing that we are going to be okay
I want to feel the depth of his love for me in his actions AND his words
I want to feel all this passion between my thighs as I wrap my legs around you making us one
I want to feel the romance in your tongue as you kiss me so deeply that I fall deeper in love with you.
I want to feel a climax so strong that you have to carry me back from Paradise.
I want to feel that passion of your embrace as you hold me close to you making me feel safe and warm.
I want to feel the presence of you growing inside me everyday validating what we have for all to see.
I want this passion more than a one night stand or a date with a rich man.
I want to feel everything that encompasses what I've always imagined love can be.
I want to feel what being in love really means to me.
I just want to feel what he once did for me.

With Each Day

With each day that passes

I can feel a piece of my heart slipping away

Holding on desperately to what my heart feels it needs

Ignoring what my mind is screaming out to me

Waiting, begging you to stay around

Not leaving me behind

But with each day that passes

I can feel my heart slipping away

Going into a distant corner

Hiding, waiting, patiently pacing

Back and forth

While you go on with your life

Not missing or needing me

Like I am for you

While each day passes

Taking me further and further away

From my dreams, my hopes, my everything

 

With each day that passes

I can't believe it came to this

Everything you asked me

I gave to you and yet it wasn't enough

My best wasn't enough! and yet

I gave my all while waiting for you

The days, months turning into a year

With each day that passed

My hope was renewed time and time again

Only to be shattered by your coldness

And disappearing acts

Your broken promises and everything

I had to keep holding on

Only to come to this moment right now

Where with each day that passes

I'm losing a little bit of me

While waiting for you to return the love

I have inside for you and you claimed you had for me too

 

With each day that passes

I look in the mirror constantly

Wondering if I'm not beautiful enough

Sexy enough

Smart enough

Healed enough

Remorseful enough

Paid enough for all you say I did to make you this way

Yet with each day that has passed

I have spent all of it

Trying to be a better woman for me

So that I can be a better woman to you

Like you asked of me

But with each day that passes

My efforts are rejected

My mission is cast aside

My courage is being tested

As you find excuses to walk away again and again

Knowing our hearts beat to the same song

Or so I mesmerized it to ring so

As each day passes with us being wasted

 

With each day that passes

I am feeling more and more hurt

Even more I can feel the pain

Deep down inside

Tearing me a part

Paralyzing me in a mental state of hysteria

Engulfing me in flames

Taking me away from reality

Making my insides erode from worry

As I keep dreaming of the day

When you will finally say

"I love you and want to stay"

Yet with each day that passes

That I don't hear your voice

And don't get any response from you

I am dying inside

Heart broken by fates cruel joke

As each day passes I can't help but fight

Knowing that I didn't get to this place

For it not to be right

But with each day that passes

I'm wondering more and more

If all this is a lesson

and I'm supposed to survive this

Until I'm lovesick,

lifeless

and poor

 

Not one day can pass

Without me wanting to love you

But I'm coming to the conclusion

That you will never stop running from it too

My heart is giving in

Ready to run and hide

Never peeking out for fear

That you won't be there

As each day passes

you're becoming more of an illusion to me

A knight on a white horse

That my mother promised me didn't exist

A prince that will never kiss me awake

An angel with misery as its duty

With each day I'm losing my dreams

And waking up to nightmares

With you as the subject of my decent to oblivion

 

With each day I'm trying to hold on

Frustrated

Worried

Scared

Lost

Disgusted

Fighting a war that seems never to end

Because you can't trust anyone

Not even your own heart

To let me love you

Like you always wanted me to

Because with each day that has passed

You are making me suffer

The man's scorn of a broken heart unmended

And with each day

I pay the price of a woman in love

Who is trying to win your heart

With everything in me

Though it's tearing me apart

 

Yet I am still here

Praying for you

Asking God to forgive you and heal you

Because I've forgiven you too

Every moment I hear your voice

And see your face

Promising me you want me forever

Asking me to wait while you mend

As each day passes

I'm asking for some sign that you and I are worth fighting for

Only to keep running into your wall of silence

Trying to beat it down with each pump of my heart

With each dose of love potion

With everything inside me that wants to hold on

To this great love I can't seem to let go

 

But

With each day that passes

I can see my life flash before me

Losing my heart to anger and sorrow

Stress and regrets

Becoming bitter and resentful

And with each day that passes

I painfully wither in defeat

Slowly losing me

While waiting for you

While I try to hold on as the days pass me by

To what's left- my soul, my dreams, my hopes, my everything

While still waiting for you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Inspiration

You’re inspiring to me

Your smile alone touches me

Your words bring out the best in me

With you I can feel something deep within me

You’re inspirational like a warm fall day

Filled with beautiful colors and the

fall of old leaves making a path for a new way

Your inspiration is like the sunset over a vast ocean

with only the past as a cast away

You light up my life

like the moonlight after a winter storm

You calm me,

inspiring everything natural to me

You inspire me through your actions

The way you comfort my soul

Motivate my mind

Stimulate my heart

Embracing everything about me

spiritually as you pray for me

You are the reason why I am inspired

For you have brought simplicity to my chaos

Meaning to my confusion

A soundboard to my depression and

provided me a refuge from my own worst enemy

You have given me a way

to channel all that inspires me

By supporting my goals

Helping me help you reach yours

Planning a future of

peace and blessings and

something to look forward to

Your inspiration has gave me

a song to remember

A sway in my hips

A rhythm to blush at

when I think of your baritone

singing a melody so sweet

that I can't help but catch the Love Jones

You inspire me to write

Expressing my emotions

Realize my feelings

Validate what you do to me

each time I think of you

Yet you inspire me

simply to be me entirely

inside and out

You inspire me

to take life one moment at a time

without any doubts

You inspire me

to wake up in the morning and

Look forward to seeing you again

You inspire me.

You inspire me!

You inspire Me!

Something in My Gut

I'm feeling something in my gut

That's telling me it's not okay

This nauseating, queasy feeling

That's saying you're not doing or wanting what you say

It's making me question everything

I thought and felt and knew

And wanted to believe

And it's making me feel as if I'm missing something I should have taken heed

 

See you say you want to love me

But I know you love someone else too

You say you want to be with me

But your attention says you don't have time to

You say that you want this to work

But you're hardly putting in the time

You say you want us to get back together

But yet you're hesitating to be mine

 

Now I understand we've done this

Back and forth for years

But there is one thing that has changed

And that is, I no longer have any fears

I'm trying and I'm giving

All you wanted back then and more

But for some reason I can't seem to find what

Our future has in store

Even more

 I can't feel if you're really willing to give me more

 

I can't ignore this feeling

That something just isn't right

I refuse to sit down and let go or stop this much deserved fight

However, I need a sign or something

That all this effort is for not

Because this feeling I'm having right now

Is more than just in my gut

 

It's tearing me a part

Making me anxious and even scared

Because I've never been in this position

And this feeling to be quite frank is rare

Giving my all and wanting only you

But I know that this is the moment of truth

When we finally come together

To see if our love can survive any type of weather

 

The pressure is mounting

The anticipation is killing me

Because for once I clearly know

What my heart wants for me

Even my mind is in agreement

That this is my hearts true destiny

 

Tho I can't help but wonder

If I'm too late to finally be yours

When you're giving me this feeling

That I'm not the one you still adore

For even you said things have changed

And I agree because I'm sure

That things this time are different

Because I love you more than ever before

 

Yes, the tables have turned

And I'm the one longing and waiting for you

So I can't ignore this feeling

That there is something missing or askew

 

I'm hoping it's just me

And the butterflies are stirring

And all that I am feeling

Is just my paranoia at its best

But it's something

Something there

That I can't quite figure out

Yet time will tell if it's me and you

That this feeling is all about

 

Maybe it's just me being excited

About this moment I've been waiting for so long

The moment that we finally see

If this love is really meant to be

 

Waking Up

Waking up in the morning

Feeling great

Knowing that my mind has taken a break

From pain, hurt and stress

Giving my heart the relief it needed and more

 

I am happy in love

And loving every moment of loving you

Knowing that with me, there is a you too

Wanting and needing me

Just as much as I want and need you

 

Feeling something so amazing

That it's completely taken me for a ride

Exhilarating, fantastic

Full of amazement and joy

Just knowing that I am at this point finally

Where I can give my all fully

With no reservations or baggage

But true love completely

 

Anticipating the day I see you

Longing to taste your lips

Feel your touch

And tell you how very much I love you

While missing you

Waiting for the day when I will see you again

Not wanting a day to go by ever again

That I can't see your smiling face

And appreciate this beautiful space

We have found ourselves back in

 

Hoping that this is it

This is where our lives begin

Finally together again

Giving you my all

Making you my number one

Waiting for you to simply come

To share in this feeling I know

Has a chance at forever

 

Wanting to assure you

And help you trust and believe

That this right here

Right now is true

And it's all about me and you

 

Praying that you will see

And open your heart completely

Knowing that I will cherish and protect your heart

At all cost

Never leaving or forsaking you again

Not wanting to ever feel the pain

Of losing you ever again

Devastating

Earth shattering

Too much to bear

A feeling that was rare to me

But woke me up so I could clearly see

 

Having to take responsibility for the past

And placing the burden on me for what is yet to come

Knowing I have something to prove

But respecting

That with each day I love you

You will trust me more and more

And that our love is meant to be

Confirming what we always knew

Rejuvenating and close to being brand new

 

Refreshing and sweet

This feeling is complete

Happiness

Hope

Faith in something so grand

That even I am amazed at the power of it

Only possible through you and me

 

Waking up this morning

Feeling alive and in love

Waiting to see your face again

Knowing all will be okay

My heart finally knowing and trusting

In true love

The true love you have for me

And the love I found within

Finally found

Making me open up to feel this right now

Loving you completely

Waiting to see you again

Forever by my side

 

 

To Be in Love

How can u not be in love with the thought of being in love
When you have these types of feelings
That make you blush and giggle like a schoolgirl
Have long conversations at night about the future
Laugh at all the craziness you have been through
Reminisce about the good and the bad times
Flirt with each other about what your going to do with each other the next time you see one another

How can you not want to be in love when you think about the trials and the tribulations you've been through and the two of you are still standing
Loving each other like their is no tomorrow
Still smiling at the sound of each other's names
Happily planning your future together
Wanting to grow old together

How can you not marvel at the wonders of being in love
When everything beautiful reminds you of them
The songs of sweet romance bring a moment you shared with them to the forefront of your mind
You can't wait to here the melody of their voice ringing in your ear
And just the way they say "yea baby" makes you twirl like a ballerina

How can you not want to live happily ever after in love
When you can imagine them old and grey holding your hand
Enjoying the better part of your days with them by your side
Raising your children and having your own family one day
Kissing them as if you never stopped being attracted to them

How can you vow to not believe in love
When we are an example of what true love is
We are the reason why others have faith
We are the example of how true love can conquer all and that the strength of our love could be enough
We are the way we both believed in our hearts we can be
And we are and will continue to be
In love
Happy
Loving each other eternally