You. Me.

These last couple of weeks
You have been my rock
My shoulder to lean on
My strength from afar

You have kept me motivated
Strong
Focused

In these weeks
I have learned
What kind of friend you are
How much commonalities we share
And I like it
Not just because you're easy to talk to
Or that you understand the importance of communication
Not just because you listen
Even when I don't make sense
Or I ramble on in an emotional mess

You're perfectly flawed
Just like me
You've been hurt
Just like me
You've suffered a loss
Just like me
Your strong enough to rebuild
Just like me
You rise above
Just like me
And guess what
You're a male version of me
That makes me see
How truly amazing your heart can be
Even through all that pain

I thank you
For all that you are to me
Helping me through this storm
Comforting me when I'm weak
And all this you did
Unselfishly
Because you're You
Nothing more
Nothing less
Just You
And that's perfectly fine for me

I'm looking forward
To what could be
Facebook buddies
Friendship or more
Homey lover friends
Lovers by night
The Knight to my Day
The King to my throne
Whatever it may be
Or not be
I'm glad you're here
I'm glad you're here with me

Confused

You pull me in and take my breath away
You make me feel things I didn't know existed
Between you and I
You...
You arouse something in me that I don't understand

You're my friend
My confidante
The person I turn to
And yet
And yet there are those moments
When you completely take over
Capture my attention
Draw me in
Make me pay attention
Help me focus
On you
On you and only you

But then it stops
We go back to how it used to be
How it's always been
What's comfortable for both of us
Or maybe just me
No I know it is for you too
Sometimes
Yes sometimes
It's comfortable to just be friends
It's comfortable to not confuse things
But
But when you look at me like that
Kiss me like that
Hold me like that
Smile at my children and say you love them
I know what's really going on

You love me as your friend
But you're in love with what your dreams tell you this could be
You love me as that chick
That can watch the game with you
Laugh at your twisted jokes
You love that girl that's always there
As your friend

Knowing
Knowing that your touch is not just that of a friend
That goodbye is not just your friendly way of saying I'll miss you
That invitation to go out is a way for you to breathe in my scent

The way you touch me pulls me in
Captivates my attention
Demands I see you
Yes you
My friend, my could be more, my possibility...