As We Lay
As we lay down in the darkness
I can’t help but hear the rhythm
That beats with each beat of your heart
I try to record it in my mind
So that I can refer to it again
When you are gone
Reality sets in as I watch you
Quiet and reserved
Staring up into the heavens
Trying to find the answers
As my mind is trying to find ways
To help you find that escape
I can’t help but be selfish
As I think of not seeing you
Touching you
Feeling the scruffiness of your face
Between my fingers
Or blushing at your crooked smile
That always warms me inside
I know your aching, scared
Wishing on the stars you can’t seem to find
But I’m here
Loving you
Wanting to be your refuge from the darkness
The light for your shelter
The haven for your thoughts
Not knowing what is to come
We both laid in silence
Facing away from each other
Chests pounding
Wanting to touch each other
But scared it may be the last time
Wanting to let go and be one
But knowing that one day
One day soon
We may be separated by chains
That imprisons our hearts against our will
Feeling innocent, helpless
Totally taken over
By the worlds curses
And punishments
We can’t let go just yet
As something in both of us
Force our bodies to interact
Embrace and nurture each other’s cravings
Only wanting and desiring each other
In this moment of desperation
Not sure of what’s to come
Anticipation killing the romance
But the intimacy is so strong
We can’t resist
Slowly I come to you
Kissing your back
Massaging your pains
Licking your stress
Stroking your pride until it rises
To my touch
We can’t help
But make love
Because fucking is not an option
When our love is so deep
So strong
So intense
That it’s the tie that binds us together right now
Pushing away the inevitable
You enter me
Taking me in your arms
Wrapping my legs around you tightly
Gliding in and out of me
With the motion
Only designed for passion
Full of emotion
My sweet submissiveness
To the power you have over my heart
My mind
And my body
Realizing in this brief moment
How much I love you
Able to tell you so
As if it might be my last chance
Waiting for you to reply
But your moans and kisses
Are enough answer
To let me know
You love me to
Actions indeed speak
Louder than words
As we cum together
We lay there
Surrounded by the ocean of fear
Drowning in the lake of my love for you
Not knowing if and when
We will have this moment again
As we lay here in the darkness
Waiting
Praying
Loving one another
Surrender…
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Your Friend,
Tiffany