I'm feeling something in my gut
That's telling me it's not okay
This nauseating, queasy feeling
That's saying you're not doing or wanting what you say
It's making me question everything
I thought and felt and knew
And wanted to believe
And it's making me feel as if I'm missing something I should have taken heed
See you say you want to love me
But I know you love someone else too
You say you want to be with me
But your attention says you don't have time to
You say that you want this to work
But you're hardly putting in the time
You say you want us to get back together
But yet you're hesitating to be mine
Now I understand we've done this
Back and forth for years
But there is one thing that has changed
And that is, I no longer have any fears
I'm trying and I'm giving
All you wanted back then and more
But for some reason I can't seem to find what
Our future has in store
Even more
I can't feel if you're really willing to give me more
I can't ignore this feeling
That something just isn't right
I refuse to sit down and let go or stop this much deserved fight
However, I need a sign or something
That all this effort is for not
Because this feeling I'm having right now
Is more than just in my gut
It's tearing me a part
Making me anxious and even scared
Because I've never been in this position
And this feeling to be quite frank is rare
Giving my all and wanting only you
But I know that this is the moment of truth
When we finally come together
To see if our love can survive any type of weather
The pressure is mounting
The anticipation is killing me
Because for once I clearly know
What my heart wants for me
Even my mind is in agreement
That this is my hearts true destiny
Tho I can't help but wonder
If I'm too late to finally be yours
When you're giving me this feeling
That I'm not the one you still adore
For even you said things have changed
And I agree because I'm sure
That things this time are different
Because I love you more than ever before
Yes, the tables have turned
And I'm the one longing and waiting for you
So I can't ignore this feeling
That there is something missing or askew
I'm hoping it's just me
And the butterflies are stirring
And all that I am feeling
Is just my paranoia at its best
But it's something
Something there
That I can't quite figure out
Yet time will tell if it's me and you
That this feeling is all about
Maybe it's just me being excited
About this moment I've been waiting for so long
The moment that we finally see
If this love is really meant to be