He will not put more on you than you can bare
Yet, my heart is breaking and bursting everywhere
My feelings are all over the place
Restless, confused, feeling disgraced
Emotional over this place called Love
Always beautiful and mesmerizing
Yet painful and full of pain and strife
Constantly seeking for more than just Love…
Wishing for some peace
Praying for the agony to cease
Always longing for that place called Peace
Never reaching, always so far away
My frustrations never decrease
I'm open
Open to finding this place called Hope
Yet darkness is constant and
It's hard to cope
Always feeling off balance and on a slippery slope
I'm wishing on a star
Looking for that place called Faith
Scared to pray
Wondering why God left me in space
Floating endlessly, lost
Not even recognizing my own face
I silently grasp for this place called Trust
Wanting to believe that there has to be better
There has to be more than just this
Feeling of hopelessness and mistrust
Not wanting to let go yet feeling amiss
Constantly turning in circles
Looking for this place called Love
Wanting more
Needing more
Scared to move forward
But stuck and unsure
I run and find this place called Oblivion
Stuck in time
Can't move forward
Seeing the light but can't reach it
Because love hurts and it's a crime
Forcing me to choose us or nothing
Nothing or new
New or change
Yes Change.
That place called Change that
Promises love, peace, hope, faith, trust
Yet… its so far away
That I feel shortchanged and run back to… Love
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