Betrayal

Abandoned.
Weak.
Lost.
Emotional.
Misguided.
Hurt.
Mistrust.
Feelings resulting from being betrayed
by someone you love.
Someone who claimed to love you in return
But threw you to the savages instead.
Worse than any abuse.
Worse than any rape.
Worse than any other stab a stranger can inflict.
Betrayal caused by lies.
Deceit.
Cover ups and fuckery.
All consuming and powerful.
Betrayal of the worst kind
Coming from someone you trusted your life with
and would have given yours for.
All for what?
To make themselves look good,
To seem blameless,
Perfect
Being far from it.
Karma is a mothafucker
And betrayal is an Art.
Paid for by the souls
of those caught unaware,
helpless,
and unprotected
leaving those in its path
more broken than the eyes can see
Or ears can hear
Or hearts can bear.
Betrayal of the worst kind
By someone who promised
never to leave or let anyone destroy what you had.
Loving you like never before
Yet hurting you to heights so unimaginable
Kind of like my father.
You can't breathe from the hit you take to the chest.
Betrayal of the worst kind from a friend, partner, confidante.
Exposing you wide open
To the ugliness of trusting someone so much
That you fear trusting yourself again
Making it worse
when that betrayal hurts those dearest to your heart
like your legacy.
Betrayal of the worst kind
Mixed with your own guilt
of wrongs never forgiven
Always thrown in your face
Told second hand to people
who rather jump on the band wagon
without fully knowing the facts
Accomplices to the betrayal
Imprisoned by blindness
or maybe just the environment they thrive in. Betrayal.
Betrayal of the worst kind sucking life out of you
At a time where life is what you’re fighting for.
Weak.
Lonely.
Guarded.
Scared.
Angry.
Confused.
Hate.
Remnants of betrayal of the worst kind.