Limbo

Feeling like I’m in limbo

Waiting for a call

that should have been made already

Waiting for the moment

when this whirlwind will stop

Waiting for you to step up

I’m in misery

Waiting for the unexpected

Not knowing when I’ll see you again

Or when I’ll hear your voice saying my name

I don’t know what to expect

As I’m sitting here counting the minutes

Until I see you again

Knowing that you may not appear

And our dreams may disappear

I’m sick to my stomach

With pain of how this will all go down

The showdown has begun

And I’m sorry but my heart just won’t

Give up on the vow I made to you

To love you forever and never leave your side

I’m restless

And feeling some kind of way over you

Because you have been my angel

My guiding force for all these years

And now you’re gone

Moving on to something unpredictable and unknown

I’m torn deep inside

My mind and my heart are fighting a war

One for sanity and one for destiny

They’re both at odds

With what my gut is telling me is over

Or so it may seem…

I can’t help but think

That this was all a nightmare

And our love didn’t revive itself

And make magical moments together

Promising forever and an eternity

I’m falling again

But not for you but for the love

I thought you had for me

I’m ashamed to admit it

But I’m holding on regardless

Until the anger takes my pain away

I’m waiting in limbo

For something I thought

Was true

But it’s clear to me

That I’m the only one here

On the fence

Waiting

Impatient

And straddling this thing called love

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