Reality Grieves

Reality stole away my breathe

Listening to those words I hate to hear

Giving up and letting go...

I’m breathless as I feel control slipping away

I’ve fallen so deep

That just the thought scares me to tears

Losing you just deepens my fears

I am taken aback by the words you speak

I turn the corner just to peak

Seeing you for the wonderful person you are

But blind sighted by the person you've become- because of me

I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused

I’m sorry for all the dreams shattered

I wish I could do something that mattered

But I feel you slipping away

And the pain is just too much to stay

I respect you for all you do

And appreciate the woman in you

I am forever in your debt

But my faith just can't resolve what's meant

I’m wishing on a peaceful medium

To come to me with a life of meaning

One that can be free of judgment

And hold on to what’s rightfully mine

Only to embrace what makes others blind

I’m hurting deep inside

Because I know without a doubt that you’re rightfully mine

So why are you and you and you telling us we can't

When I’ve always been the one who believes your heaven sent

I can only go on and wish for you

True happiness and love that’s almost true

Because no one will ever take this place

In my heart or yours we can't be replaced

I’m lonely yet full of loving you

And the power of us is always new

It’s strong and mighty and grand by far

Our devotion is deep and sets the bar

No one can compare to what my feelings are for you

I know that its real, it’s pure and true

I take this all in and exhale with grief

Knowing I’ve lost that inner peace

For not giving my all and trusting in you

To give me the love I deserve yet blew

I pray that one day I’ll see you in my dreams

Holding me close or so it will seem

I’m keeping you close

   Though I know you’re not far from me

Something inside me says set you free

I’m resigned and spent for the state we're in now

But I have faith that I haven't lost and we will make a way some how

To hold on to what makes us who we are

Friends until the end and partners for life

No one can take or even give strife

Our bond is true and yet so unbelievably rare 

And no one not even they can even compare

It’s you and me

Together we fall

But I will love you forever

And that in itself stands tall

I’m trusting in the angels

To keep you safe

Until one day I can take us to another place

That sees us for what we truly are

Two people who love beyond compare

Two people who know what life has to offer

In each other a bond that will never falter

Reality sinks in and takes my breathe away

As I dream for another suitable way

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