Emotional

Emotional

Confused

At the point we are at

Apart

Loving each other

Wanting more

But can’t seem to get it right

Disappointed

That we have allowed

Outside forces

To lead us astray

Giving our love away

To people who can’t

Love like we love each other

Wondering

Why we can’t seem to come together

When our hearts have been linked

For what seems like forever

Taunting us but not giving way

To the love we know we both

Have for one another

Yet we keep leaving astray

Hurt

That you don’t see

The love I’ve always had for you

And can’t compare to any other

Missing that look in your eyes

That told me that I had your heart

Not remembering the last time

I felt you completely in love with me

Out of fear that I can’t love you

Or be what you need to be

If only you knew how ready

I am and willing to be so

Depressed

That I can’t find

My happiness

In your arms

And wake up to a love so

Beautiful and forever new

Wanting more

But can’t seem to make you see

That you are the only one

For me

Needing to make you

See me for me

And not for what I used to be

Afraid

That you will never see

Just how much you mean to me

Always here in the shadows

Praying and waiting for you

Trying not to let go

But unsure if I should hold on too

Distressed

That I can’t seem to find

The right words to say

Or do what needs to be done

To make this right

To correct all that went wrong

If only I could go back in time

Even a year ago

Maybe even two

And do it all over again

While im running around in circles

Losing sleep

Over the state we are in right now

Distant

Because I can’t seem to catch your attention

And make you understand

Just how much you and I

Mean to me

So I run away

to find some sort of comfort

Never fully finding peace

Because my peace resides in your

Arms and within your heart

Tearful

That my heart is aching

For a love that seems to be out of reach

But yet so close

I can smell your cologne

And the scent of your lips

Close to mine

Engulfing me

Entrancing me with each touch

Wishing

For some kind of relief

From this pain

I can’t do anything

But call love

Because in this wish

I see you

My definition of love

My dream come true

My everything

I ever wanted

But could not seem to have

Regretful

That the pain I caused you

You can’t forgive

And yet I have forgiven

Every hurt you caused me

Because that is what I believe

Love is all about

Forgiveness

Moving forward

Together

Waiting

For the day

When I can say that this pain is gone

Either because

You’re with me finally

Or because

I can no longer

Wait for something

That may never be

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