Heartbreak

Heartbreak

My heart is weak

My breathing is shallow

Im drowning in sorrow

My lifeline needs to be tweeked

Heartbreak beyond belief

Future so bleak

Crying endlessly

Refuge I won’t seek

Fighting an already lost war

Scraping for salvation

Reaching for the end

Frustrated with no peace

Conscious of everyone around me

Hearing voices laughing at me

Not trusting anyone

Pushing away everyone

Falling with each step

Chocking on thick smoke

Running from destruction

Knowing its too late

Heartbreak so real

Confused beyond reasoning

Screaming internally

Screaming beyond comprehension

Grasping for straws

Waiting for calls

Headache from thinking

Losing sleep tossing and turning

Relief is far off

The end is beyond reach

dealing not healing

Scared to look passed it

Hating myself

Broken to pieces

Praying for relief

Heartbreak so real

Trying to forgive

Angry at everyone

Withdrawn from love

Done with giving my all

Heartbreak is scary

Losing touch with myself

Pushing away loved ones

Hiding in the shadows

Shaking beyond comfort

Scratching at my chest

Cutting through flesh

Mary Jane is blessed

Gasping through sighs

Turning to the skies

Doubtful of the unkown

Faith crumbles

Heartbreak is consuming me

Wondering my fate

Longing for him to change

Trying to fight hate

Heartbroken and lost

Misery consumes my heart

Drifting into oblivion

Oblivious not smart

Hoping for forgiveness

While betrayal wins

Twisted truths

And promises spin

Heartbreak

Roaming in silence

Hoping for balance

Praying for truth

Hurt by lies

Destroyed by assumptions

Ruined by accusations

Torn by lust

Silenced by forces

Weakened by fears

Lost for ten more years

Distant and lost

Hope dismal

Faith gone

Apologies untold

Futures destroyed

Heartbreak

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