Daddy why
That day is clear in the back of
my head
I made a mistake that left me better
off dead
Decision not made quick enough
You caught us now, time was up
He ran in fear and left me in
shame
But no shame is deeper than the
scar you made
Touching me, taunting me
You call that discipline?
Discipline skipped a little
session
The session that made you scare me
to tears
And forget who you were in one
failed year
A year that cost me not just your
little girl
But the innocence that comes from
being your girl
Cause let you tell it, shame was
the motive
But nothing could explain your
silent votive
The votive that lit a burning
inferno
Intentions were there but the
reason was shallow
See I would have taken a beaten
any day
Then the words that came from your
mouth that you say
Teach me a lesson, so I dare to it
again
But you just taught me how to use
it again and again
Use my body for those that say
Those words you used to say
everyday
I love you my dear, your daddy’s
little girl
But little girl was lost when I saw
who you were
Inside out, not the man that I
thought
The man that was supposed to love
me, or so they taught
Why daddy, did you say the thing
that you said
Touch me the way you did made me
sad
Sad for the loss I suffered that
day
Not just my respect, but the love
that one may
May see as we lay to show me they
care
The only thing they care for is
using me bare
Daddy why did you lean over me
Displaying yourself so
You may not went there but the
bruises prove tho
Daddy why did you take it there
Cause I’m constantly wondering
when…
When you will give me back that
little girl
That love and respected her daddy
back then
Daddy why did you hurt me
Worse than any other man
Daddy why didn’t you leave me
When you had the chance to
Teach me to respect myself and my
body
Not flaunt it and use it and make
myself money
Isn’t that love? My daddy taught
me well.
O Father please take me from this
private hell
Daddy I love you. You brought me
into this world.
But please God forgive me for
wishing you were dead
On those days that I look at my
daughter and wonder
Is he thinking of her and then I
ponder
Ponder what I would do if you ever
hurt her that way
Your life would be over like you
took mine that day
Daddy why
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